I think that I am cursed when it comes to this. Every single time, when I fall I fall into the same trap no matter how hard I try.
Its the second time, only the second time but still the second freaking time. I knew this, I experienced it before, I hated this but blindly I walked into it again. I would love to say to myself that this time its different but who am I kidding. Honestly, I dn’t need this not now and not after everything that has passed….
But…………….. its impossible to say no to something that has given you a sense of purpose.