Monthly Archives: October 2010

Its Been Awhile

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Yeah that’s right. Its not like I have been busy, far from it, the last few weeks have been perfect relaxing weeks playing xbox 360. Yes, I (including my flatmates) got an xbox, which I yearned since 2001 (when it first got released). After 9 years, its finally here and I freaking love it. With bar exams in one month’s time, some might say this purchase was poor timing. To them I say, nothing like reading Order 74 and then doing a machida takedown in UFC Undisputed 2010 during the self-imposed prolonged study breaks 🙂

Recently, I discovered that my blog posting haven’t really ranted about my life (also an observation made from reading the complains courtesy of my stalkers). Its either been a philosophical discussion or just random observations. So here are some “me” happenings:

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Cos Some Things Are Personal

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Have you ever been in love ? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person wanders into your stupid life… you give them a piece of you. They didnt ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isnt your own anymore,. Love takes hostages, It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,, so simple a phrase like “maybe we should just be friends” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination.Not just in the mind, It’s a soul hurt, a real gets-inside-you -and-rips-you-apart pain. Oh, dn’t you love love 🙂